talk about it more ( if you’d like )

Ack thank you for giving me  happy-venting permission 🙂 Idk I like having an explicit invitation I feel less annoying
Reasons I am Really Happy as of Now:
  1. Its sunny, and its the golden type of sunlight that has a wonderful rich quality. I am sitting on the end of my bed and I can see out over all these trees with their baby green leaves just coming into themselves in the buttery light and the sky seems so big and high and far away and the canal and the cherry blossom and oh its wonderful.
  2. Radical Face.
  3. Other music! Other art! People who make art! Everything is art!
  4. My friend is on a Date this evening! A DATE, it is THE  CUTEST THING.
  5. she also taught her dog how to balance a ball on her nose, don’t tell me that isn’t adorable.
  6. The SPN finale was actually really emotionally satisfying? Even if it was sad it was a captivating story richly told and those always make me feel wonderful.
  7. The Irish language. Just. The Irish language. I know its an awkward hames of a thing but sometimes it makes me really happy okay.
  8. I think I’ve made 2 new friends recently??? Maybe. Its early stages yet we’ll see how things go.
  9. Did some actual paid labour! I got €20 to help a really interesting woman run an educational programme for 2 or so hours and I made small talk with her in the car for the guts of an hour and it wasn’t terrible at all.
  10. My mammy is happy.
  11. My sister is home and my brother isn’t
  12. I’ve just recently realised how lucky I am in my school? It is a truly tiny rural school and we have what I never realised until recently is a very relaxed atmosphere. We’re getting a new building next February and everything is gonna change and it makes me appreciate much more what we have now. There’s a camaraderie between most of the teachers and the students. Up in the top building its just TY, 5th and 6th Year. You can literally turn around and have a conversation with anyone so long as you open with something like ‘oh my god I hate maths.’ I’m  glad I had that, I’m sorry other people won’t.
  13. ngl, my make up is pretty perfect today as well.
  14. Poetry. Is a thing.
  15. Fandom. Fandom is amazing. fandom is this big supportive community, its just. I just. Shared sorrow, shared joy. fanfiction writers, fanartists, so many creative people. Art evoking art. No matter what happens, it is seen as a springboard for creation.  no matter what, the response is art.
  16. I’m sorry no let me reiterate: I AM SURROUNDED BY COMMUNITIES WHOSE REACTION ANYTHING BETWEEN HAPPINESS, SADNESS, LOVE, HATRED, PAIN, AFFECTION, etc. IS TO CREATE ART.
  17. I am valued, by different people, in different ways. I have the ability to love and the power to be a force of good in the world and that is amazing??? 
  18. Eurovision is tomorrow
  19. So is a free life drawing course in the gallery in my town, which will be interesting.
  20. idk the world is full of intricate little beauties and I am in the mood to appreciate them.

Fun fact: there’s a restaurant/café in Manchester called Efe’s and when I see it I’m reminded of you because “Efe’s” is a bit like one of your 1000 names.

Fun fact: when I was in London last year I saw a shop called ‘Ffiona’s’ and it really annoyed me because the second F was really unnecessary.

cock-et-crepes replied to your post: cock-et-crepes replied to your post: My first…

ITs AWFUL ISNT IT ITS BEEN ALMOST 4 HOURS SINCE I FINISHED THE EP AND IM STILL CRYING

I …tbh it could have been a lot worse (it could’ve been a lot less soul destroying too but we all know better than to expect that) Mostly just … SO MANY QUESTIONS????

  • So is Jody alive?
  • Is she ok?
  • how the fuck did Metatron get out of the dentist’s chair from hell anyway?
  • What is abbadon gonna do? OH MY GOD ABBADON IS GOING TO LOSE HER SHIT THERE ARE ANGELS EVERYWHERE OMG
  • ONLY, ARE THEY ANGELS? They didn’t get their grace(s) extracted like cas did so they’re still full angels yes?
  • Metatron extracted Cas’s ‘essence’ right? Is his character gonna change? Does he remember everything? He has a soul only without like the angel infusion? COULD YOU TAKE THE ANGEL INFUSION OUT OF ONE ANGEL AND GIVE IT TO A PERSON AND MAKE THEM AN ANGEL? IT SHOULDN’T BE THAT SIMPLE.
  • I love how all the everything in the bunker came to life when the angels all fell but like the whole world map lit up where the hell do they have sensors planted for that kind of thing?
  • Is Crowley like half-cured now?
  • BUT SERIOUSLY WHAT THE HELL (nopunintended) IS GONNA HAPPEN WITH CROWLEY?

cock-et-crepes replied to your post: My first ever proper spn season finale. Wish me…

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THE LUCK DID NOT HELP

cock-et-crepes replied to your post: Okay so the whole curing a demon thing, when the…

hmmm well his mother was a witch so maybe she sort of infused him with her wickedness and this is kind of to burn all the evil out of him so idk it might work (i hope it will) bec itll get him to show remorse ahh guilty crowley

Even so, he was evil as a human. I remember in the ep I think it was ‘a weekend at bobby’s’ they had the ghost of Crowley’s son and he was a dickhead too, but he SUPER hated his dad. So getting rid of his demonhood won’t make him magically not an asshole? 

he surely is showing remorse at this stage but I am 87% certain that it is all a ruse.

Wow not actually a ruse, I am surprised.

cock-et-crepes replied to your post: for the first time in a long time I feel as if…

yes

You were quite correct.